urrghhh

i hate how little things make me feel lonely.

i had an amazing time with delany and rick today but i still feel lonely.

my dreams seem to be getting worse.

i think the more and more i stress about things the worse and more frequent they get.

i love my friends, i love rick more and more every single day, i’ve never looked better felt better than i do right now about myself, but i still feel horrible every time i listen to certain songs, see certain people, do certain things.

i hate it.

i hate it.

i hate me.

i shouldn’t feel this way.

i’m a wonderfully happy, lucky, loved, in love human being.

  1. achildbornofthestars posted this
my name is valerie jean.
i like tulips, lavender, fashion (even though i can not execute it well at all), comics, owls, hello kitty, my fiancee, my puppy, and my bunny.


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